DestroyingAngel's Journal
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20:01 Jun 27 2013
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There is no pulse here. Rate and get it over with. Like drones. It's dead and cold. The lies that start. The friends that follow me. The ones that know me have my number. They matter most to me. I need a break already. Follow me through this darkness my friends. Hold my hand and hug me. Time is precious now. I've seen the aftermath here...
I'm taking a break now.
Need to breathe.
I need time now.
I carry them and have their numbers. Always.
I just...feel like people have lost their way in this sea of bullshit and gossip. I can see why some very precious people have left VR. I have them close to me. We talk and we laugh a lot. We are friends. We are better than this. So...
*heavy sigh*
Goodbye for now Vampire Rave. Thank you for giving my most cherished friends but you're bullshit now. I gotta go. Take good care of each other.
PEACE!
The good, the bad and the very stupid.
00:33 Jun 26 2013
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Whoa, whoa, whoa! Just hold up for a second here Ms. Crazy Cakes...you're talking out of your ass in that message you left me while I was offline. Look, chicken shit, if you're gonna have the balls to send me a message regarding one of our 'mutual friends' here and the way I've acted towards him in the recent past...you might wanna stop and think first. Something (I assume) you probably don't do very often.
You might want to think what HIS part was in his tales of woe. This is a man who has lied to me about almost everything in his life (past and present). It's also none of everybody else's business if I choose to remain close friends with him after learning about these things. That's my choice. There's always room for improvement and I DO NOT give up on people. Plus...I'm no angel either. I've made it very clear he'll lose me to the point of it being beyond done if there's one more slip up. I was given the same courtesy for my own crap.
You don't know my side of the raw deal. He did a lot of trash talking about me and guess what, I trash talked him even harder...with truth and cold hard facts. I was treated like shit for months prior to this whole thing and I was being treated far worse than that by him when you got your gross lack of information, okay? That's one. Two, where the fuck do you even get off making like your his friend anyway? It's laughable, really. You weren't there of course. You didn't have the courtesy to even answer for him once when the shit hit the fan. I don't remember your name in his pocket full of friends. I don't recall you being mentioned even once...and the four letter word combinations that came out of his mouth when your name was spoken...OUCH! He really wants you to...well...burn in hell. At least that what he tells me. Constantly.
Yes, we have a lot of mutal friends here. It's bound to happen. We're artists. We like to think, we like to be challenged and we like to produce the best of our best as best as we can. As a team. Like it always has been and always will. Unchanged even still and well after your gone.
As for the other thing you asked about...You remember ME more because YOU found me to be more up front than the others. You remember me more because I'm the only friend that helped him when nobody else did, gave him blunt advice he needed when none of the others would, called him out on his own bullshit when nobody else could, That's what our friendship (or any other relationship) is about. It's not a constant kiss ass party. I kiss enough ass in life and his is the last one I'm gonna be puckering up for any time soon. Feel me yet, darling?
No, im not gonna piss on his shoe and tell him it's raining when it isn't. That's what any real friendship (or any important relationship) is all about. It's NOT all wine and roses. It's NOT easy. It often gets heated and messy. We had to spend some time away from eachother for SEVERAL reasons before either one of us could trust each other ever again. At the end of the day we have an unbreakable bond that nobody else has. We're remaining this way because we are there for one other when nobody else is. We are this way because we really do love each other more than words could express. It's our business and our friendship/relationship. That's it. That's that. Stay off my shit looking for clues of him there. You never will. Remember the same thing we tell others who don't get why we still remain this strong and partial with each other. We are two VERY DIFFERENT people. What we are similar with is our business and no one else's. Game over kiddo. You lose.
A for effort though. I gotta hand it to you...most half wits such as yourself never even have the courage to message me about such personal/private affairs. You caught me on a good day so I'll just go back to letting you amuse me some more...
BUT, I'm going to be very clear here.
Should you do it again,
I will call you out about that little mistake you made a year ago with another mutal friend we have. You know the one. He's got dark brown hair. He's very tall. He works on your car when the shop has closed. A lot. He has a shit eating grin...likes to call you Wubbie and then a horrible lay when your not online or around at all.
Ooooooh yeah.
Yeah, I would imagine I would have quite a conversation to have if your...HUSBAND ever wants to know or asks me any further questions about the matter.
Your expecting your first born in like, two months, right? ;)
Better shut your mouth for once.
THINK. Long and hard about that.
17:33 Jun 19 2013
Times Read: 972
My Mom has me strung out on
littlealchemy.com. I wanted to make sure she wasn't looking at porno sites....that woman is a bigger pervert than I (just kidding ma). Something to keep her mind busy.
I made an atomic bomb before I made life.....I want the damn gun.
LOL!
Try this game/app if you haven't already. It's pretty cool.
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COMMENTS
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Dragonrouge
08:34 Jul 01 2013
Almost a poem! Somehow true and sour.
Angelus
00:42 Jul 25 2013
It would have be good to hear from You, more often.
tusangre
21:16 Oct 09 2013
I find your words gripping and dripping with the ashes of the truth.